Dreaming

i closed my eyes and awakened in a dream world, lying in a bed of freshly picked flowers. 

For a few moments i lay still smiling at the orchids resting with me - breathing them in deeply, exhaling my gratitude fully. 

smiling in deep and fulfilling harmony. 

i am a flower in a bed of flowers. 

i am lustfully beautiful, because i am temporary.  

I will bloom for but a moment ...

And so i breaaaaaathe.

every Flower is unique in a way,  

All resemble an orchid, but they’re each different and yet still individually and collectively beautiful. 

I close my eyes in this dream world and let myself go a little further. 

and I’m deeper in me. 

i smile at the new agreements i have begun to make with myself. 

agreements of beauty, acceptance and Love. 

im in the eternal flow within self, 

and i promise to never forget this place again. 

the boys begin playing louder, screaming louder, 

i suddenly have the urge to pee, and i know i must leave this place once more. 

i awaken slowly. How did this midday drowse encumber me? 

I force consciousness to return to this physical plane and grow in loving physical me throughout this universal existence that much more. 

I am awake In a disguised bed of orchids.