feeling beauty

ahhhh. My hair is unkept, my toe toes a month and a half without a pedicure, the hair on my chin is unsightly, and this may be the 3rd time I’ve washed and reused these lashes.

but i feel beauty. 

ive been still, i have a itch about me that is drawn to do and be excited. It feels like the beauty of the universe is swelling inside of me, pulsating and growing, it’s aura permeating out of me, I FEEL BEAUTY. 

and i don’t know what to do with It. 

i want to love on every presence i get to share space with.  

Yet i am in love in my own space

I’m so giddy it’s driven me to hysteria and i wish everyone had this secret beauty i get to know right now.  

i feel the echo of my ex lovers subconsciously saying my name. I hear the Love in their thoughts and It makes me Love the presence i am in right now even more.

this is the beauty God wants us to know.  

The Joy of Now.  

In utter and complete acceptance.