Seeing You.

Seeing you in your Joy makes my soul smile. 

It heals my soul having to be connected to you in these indirect ways.

i held on with no answer

because hoping you were more than just a fling 

Was exactly what i needed to have faith in Men again - in people...

so no answer - was a hopeful plea my soul put out into the universe for Connection.

thats really all we are longing for. 

to know our souls in actualization of another.  

My disappointments in people shouldn’t ride on the Hope that You are a decent human being.

You are You - deserving and actualizing your own soul in your own time. 

i think I’ve found my own way to know Hope without a muse. To accept my own shadows and walk hand in hand with them into this new earth.  

My shadows teach me of the humanness of others. 

my capacity to grow with them means that others can too.

grateful.