Emotionally Disciplined

I’m not sure what i yearn for anymore. 

I know what makes my heart smile, what brings my soul to vibrancy. 

i know that every single day, my presence knows Joy in every moment, knows the beauty in conflict & the growing magic of pain.

i know that I’m tired of trying to find a way to fit into societal norms & im ok with whatever the maker of time has in store for my life. 

im excited to be restored and aligned with the Oneness that is of all things. 

and i know i grow closer to that state every day that comes and ends. 

I’m afraid a lot.  

And i don’t know how to hold the infinite wonders that live inside of me. 

God bless the seekers.