Demanding.

i appreciate being bored, being alone, and being still. 

Yet i know, I’m not participating in our collective consensus of time if I stay in those spaces, sequestered from everyone else. 

i make these choices of being involved and invested in all of these things because i know my presence must be used at its highest capacity before this life time is over. 

i know my soul is growing. And if i decide to be lazy I’ll just want to be reborn again to do the growing i didn’t do in this lifetime.

so i might as well endure the hard suffering of growth. 

there are so many things to be grateful for. 

Narrative is such an important aspect of trajectory.