One of my kids called me an apostle.

My kid came in. He’s been experiencing some of life’s heartaches.  

I try to remind him how small these problems really are, how much our psychological barriers hold us back from the life God intended for us if we just looked up and became present to the beauty in our current state.

in this current state we have, there may not be a secured roof over our head but we have air filling our lungs, if our bodies our immobile, we have the pleasure of consciousness delighting our mind. 

There is beauty in accepting the tragedies of life, doing your absolute best in your current state and continuing to move forward. 

he began to describe to me the attributes of an effective leader ... about the qualities of a Godly leader ... and when he began to describe a Godly leader i looked at him and knew That was just the type of leader he was developing into ... and then he said, all of those descriptions reminded me of you Fia. 

He asked me to be his mentor, but he must have known that that was the position i had already been playing in his life and more of anything from me was his ability to make time to come spend more time with me. 

God. Thank you for making me so stubborn.

its not only him, it’s the way these kids parents are when they meet me.  

Theyre so grateful for what i am to their kids, but i am nothing without their babies. 

they literally give me purpose.  

So in love with these damn babies!!!!