love, Fee

get yourself out of the heavy psychological mix of things and look up.

Silence your mind in the presence of God’s infinite hand in the makings of the universe.

Can you believe that we can only see a set horizon of the stars that exist in the entire universe?

And that our sun is one of those stars?

Our set horizon hosts billions of stars, each star with their own partners of planetary objects or other makings of stuffs orbiting them.

And that our planet, is the only known planet in our galaxy and what is optimally visible in other galaxies to be able to sustain life?

Now think about God’s perfect orchestration of the entire happenings of the infinite universe and how small your ask is of him.

The reason he is drawing this out for you is because you asked for covenant, a soulmate. If he can make the entire universe function in such perfect synchrony to provide us life, why don’t you think he hasn’t or isn’t orchestrating your story to satisfy the deepest and innermost cravings of your heart?

He’s answering your prayers and conditioning you and your wife for the life you’ve prayed for.

Hold on! You’ve grown exceptionally. And your heart deserves to actualize it’s dreams in family.

love,

Fee