this thing with Kanye

got me all the way fucked up. 

from an intellectual stand point its a great thing that we are putting into conversation those societal issues of value. 

and in some ways I feel like he is just vibing on an entirely different frequency. 

but then I think about the comfort and privilege he has at his disposal and I get upset. to be a victim within such incremental capacities is upsetting. 

to be insecure at such heights of affirmation, is upsetting. 

and it puts my own life into context. 

and I wanna drop the roster, again, because to be undisciplined in that nature of existing is handicapping a piece of me that needs to also be strong. 

Looooooorrrrddddtttttt. I'm gna be disciplined!